First time

Ok so honestly I am still getting over the my mentality that blogging is stupid! I mean you I am basically writing a journal that everyone else is allowed to read so...whats the point? SO why do I have one? thats a good question. Well basically the reason for not getting one before was my dumb pride telling me that for some reason I was better than those people who did blog because I thought blogging was stupid (wow im dumb sometimes) I dont even know why, I had the same mentality towards myspace and facebook when they first came out. However I have been learning more and more that blogs are just another to communicate socialize and network with others. And me coming to the realization that I am probably not going to see many of my high school friends after this next year, so i might want some more ways to keep in touch. So put the blame on my stupid old fashionness and pride. I only wish I could have not been so dumb earlier
In any case the most and more important reason for me starting a blog is that becasue I am a weak stupid person who is prone to forgetfulness and pride i feel the need to everyday preach the gospel to myself and constantly remind myself of the overwhelming love and grace of Jesus Christ. and instead of just keeping the AMAZING NEWS of Jesus to myself I figured i might as well live out loud and preach to myself on the internet. So although this blog is mainly for my own purpose of getting my thoughts together and connecting with people. I pray that God might work in spite of my weaknesses and inefficiencies to possibly encourage others towards a relationship with him, because honestly I have no idea who is going to read this and frankly don't much care. because if God chooses to work at all its all him and nothing of me. But whatever heres living out loud.